today everything seemed like sound-and-shape-soup that was to thick to breath or think in. i couldn’t understand what people were saying or why they had to speak so loudly but that wasn’t really a problem. the problem was that the shape-soup  jumbled things up and i felt under a physical pressure to un-jumble it,  so i  left college early and went to the supermarket, which was better even though it was busy. i like all the food and places where lots of people cross paths, but they don’t look at you and you don’t have to talk to them